Well, wow. I can't think of ANYTHING to call this friggin' blog entry. I'm really ticked off right now. So, one of my old friends (Let's call her, er, 'R') started screaming heck at me for having another friend (let's call her 'H') who I'm closer with because I've A) Known her longer B) She's on more C) We've done a lot of things together. So R decides to flip out at me. Too bad. R doesn't get it, sadly- I don't number my friends- if I were to do that, I'd call myself twisted and odd. I think it's rather pointless to order friends (except best friends; understandable). I realize now that friends can't just benefit you by being there for you, being there to have a blast with, etc. I now realize that they can sometimes be out to hurt you.
I get in so much trouble and fights being H's friend. But H is my friend. I won't let H go; she and I have so much fun together wherever we go. We can rant together, we can chat together, we can laugh together, etc. Though we started off a little shaky a really long time ago, we're tight now. I understand that H stands up for herself and all, and that's great. But that gets her in fights, and I stand with H a lot since she's such a great friend and all. But that drags me into the fights; not that I care. But this... somebody openly attacking me for being H's friend..?
Okay. Let's backtrack.
Why can't we all be happy and carefree when with friends? Why do so many people get wrapped up in petty arguments and such? I hate them. I really do. But as for why I get dragged into them, I understand- I'm simply defending a friend. I don't get why anybody should attack me for being somebody's friend. In this case, I didn't know it was their birthday and they didn't *cough*TELLME*cough* that it was their birthday until presicely 11 days later. (We all know who Miss R is now, don't we? It's pretty obvious who Miss H is, too x_x) I'm not some person with wierd, magical mind-reading powers, guys! I can't even read lips, let alone minds. I don't know why R thought I knew, but I didn't. Sure, she talked about it 5 minutes before she flipped out at me. She had said what she got for her birthday and I was, well, zoning out. I tend to get tired around this time of day and zone out during chats with lots of people around... they post too fast. So, I was talking mindlessly, saying 'Cool' and stuff like that... then she starts screaming at me.
Friendship's a delicate thing. I wish it were stronger; more friendships would be preserved this way. If the human being species weren't so sensetive, we could overcome stupid little arguments, but apparently we don't know how to do that- yet.
I told R I was sorry, but she isn't accepting. I don't know why. She's dragging this thing out, and, well, I find the whole purpose for yelling and screaming quite... unnecessary.
Update: I added a music playlist to the sidebar, and I changed the template's background color, and added a Blog Description underneath the Blog Title, Melted Frost.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
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Gah. Friendship is a delicate thing....I don't know why R doesn't get it! You weren't even there when she told me about her birthday x_x
ReplyDeleteUgh I know you don't number your friends and I don't get why people don't get that. Ugh. It's annoying. -hugs Dew-
Now it is... "R"s turn.
ReplyDeleteDewy, I never yelled at you for being "H"s friend. No,no, not at all! I guess I did yell, but I didn't mean to. I didn't want any of this to happen, seriously- I mean it! Read your e-mails, and you may understand...
- "R"
P.S. Yes, I do believe that I told you my birthday was then before. Yes, multiple times.
Yikes. I'm in the presence of "R" and "H". And, of course, "D". Well, hi guys! I hope things will be resolved peacefully =D Good luck.
ReplyDelete~Lightez
Robin, look. You said "Why do you only tell Herb stuff, and only go to Herb for advice?" I think that's pretty much screaming at me for being Herb's friend o.o And no, I wasn't there to hear that it was your birthday; only Herb was there. I wasn't on as much in December due to lots of projects from school; I wasn't there when you told them, and how you told me 'multiple' times, I don't exactly know. Because I never heard. Once.
ReplyDeleteAnd ha, Lighty, yes you are xD Thankies.